Nobody really reads this anymore. Metaphorically Cece is dead. But, she continues to write. I'd be talking to over 100 of you with 38000 watching those peculiar music videos I'd make and now it's just me talking to, well, me. And you. Maybe if there is a you.

'Cede is dead'. I hope relating to yourself in the third person isn't a sign of insanity. Although, Cece isn't even my name.

I often question whether I should post my more personal self on here. Woah, that sounded dodgy when I read that back. 

Basically I'm undecided. 

I don't think anyone can ever be decided.
Not properly anyway.

See you soon, WildeOnes. Or maybe just WildeOne. :)

Has Cece Died?

No, luckily for you guys I'm not dead- even if it felt like I was for a bit! I've been out of the public eye for a while now (to the point that I am aware that not many of you will see this post) but I wanted to share some news with some WildeOnes.

Unfortunately, youtube is still a 'no show' for me at the moment. Exams and pressure is still stacking high and I'm having to think of what really lies ahead of me once I finish school. Crazy, right?

But that's not what I wanted to bring to your attention today. I want to talk to you about WATTPAD.

We all know wattpad! And if you don't, go give it a cheeky search and make an account while you're at it! ;)

So it's a site where anyone and everyone can be involved in literature whether that's reading a novel on the site or writing your own for others to see. I must say, I've dabbled before and have my own stuff but they are unfinished. I know, I'm a terrible person!

But what this post is really about is a quick shoutout to an account ran by my friend:

Rachelvm22

And she is currently writing a VAMPIRE DIARIES FANFICTION called The Trinity Sisters. Please go check it out, it'll mean the world to her. Also, it might inspire you to write a story of your own.

Here's the link to her account:

https://www.wattpad.com/user/Rachelvm22

GO HAVE A SNEAKY PEAK! I MEAN, WHO WOULD SAY NO TO THOSE LOVELY SALVATORE BROTHERS?

Random Time With WildeOnes!! :)

It's Sumerrrrrrrrrr

Haii WildeOnes!!Finally summer is here and guess what.............It's raining :DAh well, the British weather sometimes eh.So how are you all? Have you checked out my latest video, Photograph msp? I hope so! My next video will be more upbeat and fun so keep an eye out for that.This summer I am going to try and go out as much as I can whilst making videos for you all, what are you going to do? Are you going abroad or just going to have some chilling time at home?Please feel free to comment down below so the comment box doesn't get too lonely. :)- Cece Wilden xx

Society Today

Society is like a woollen scarf. Scraggly knots and rigid clumps are woven together, tighter and tighter, all to keep that shallow balance between sanity and chaos.

Only unless somebody works on that scarf day and night, weeks on end, or even for years, is that fradgile bed of fibres going to stay in place. Everything has to be precise and on key otherwise society will be a matted mess. But if the scarf is getting thicker, then the bonds are binding better. And the more the fluff is concealed, the stronger the threads feel. Yes?

However if the knitter stops then that lumpy piece of cloth is bound to fray at somepoint, surely?

Ever so slightly at first but than it tears. Huge gaping holes like severed wounds eat away at the perfectly knitted garment. What was once something so frale and delicate is now a bunch of strewn together strands of hair- and very fine strands of hair that is.

There was me getting all metaphoric there! I get carried away sometimes. Maybe you're reading this but then again maybe you're not but either way I decided that I'd ought to post something even if it was a little different.

What do you think? Are you happy with our society? Leave any comments if you wish just to keep the comment box some company :p He's very lonely now! :D

- CW x x x

My Wattpad

Haii WildeOnes, how's it going? I hope you're all having a cracking Easter (terrible pun there!!) because nobody should ever take free time for granted. It is a VERY special thing that most people won't come across too much when they're older. So, make sure you're living life while you're young because I for one LOVE IT when holidays come around.

Anyway here's something to keep you busy over the holidays:

Who likes reading?

I know I know, you're all thinking NOOOOO NOT READING!

But believe me, reading is probably one of the best ways for me to escape any kind of stress and enter a wonderful world full of STUFF!

Perhaps reading isn't you're thing? Don't worry, I'm not forcing anything on you.

I have a wattpad account.

'Wattpad, what is wattpad?' I hear you say.

Well…… it's a website that allows you to READ ALL KINDS OF BOOKS for absolutely FREE!

And even better, the books are all written by ordinary people with ordinary lives. So YOU guys. :)

My Wattpad account is cecewilden22 so please make sure to follow me (very subtle hint :P)

YES I HAVE WRITTEN SOME STUFF :)

Some of it is for an older audience however I do mention that in the description so please don't say I haven't warned you :P

I wasn't going to carry on writing but then somebody came and messaged me that she loved my work so why not give it another go?

So as the famous Connor Franta says: GO READ A BOOK!

- CW x x x

You are You

So I've been thinking for a while about school and peoples' statuses at school and have come to the conclusion that our world is literally the Hunger Games. For those of you who do not know, it is a very famous trilogy of books and is now a load of films too about people surviving in an arena.
Anyway so back to what I was saying:
  
Our school life is just like the arena. We are trapped. In an environment we cannot escape. There are different groups. You have your rival groups. You are put through tests. People crumble under the pressure. And finally some of you manage to get out with good results. The Hunger Games for you; BOOM.
  
  To be totally honest, I'm not sure if I even mind it that much. Obviously I hate school sometimes but at least it's something to do and a routine to our lives. If we didn't have school then I think all of us would just be floating around with nothing to do. So, in a way, it's good- I think. Tomorrow my thoughts will most probably differ.
  
  And I suppose I kind of need to get to the point of this whole speech across about 'YOU ARE YOU' now so in conclusion I just think that no matter your status or what others may think of you, you are you. Also, it doesn't matter about what anybody else thinks because do they know you? No, they don't. So even though everybody has their groups at school (nerds, cool kids, jocks, cheerleaders etc) you are your own person- be an original puzzle piece and create a better picture for your life.

  I don't know why I wrote this. Will probably regret it soon…

PLEASE LEAVE ANY COMMENTS DOWN BELOW BECAUSE I FEEL A LITTLE LONELY :D

QUESTION: What do you think of school and education?

- CW x x x